
i dont really know how am i feeling now ? I dont know , when i read your blog and when you talked about her , I've this SOUR feeling . I just dont know why ? But why like that ? Cause i still like her ? Why did i hate you so much ? when i said i already dont like her ? WHY WHY WHY . Isnt because deep down in there i've feelings for you ? Isnt isnt isnt ? i have so many question to ask myself ? But i must let go rgt ? I must .. everything would be fine after that . No more being jealous no more hating of you . i just dont know why i hate you so much , But partly because of your gl face that i wanna slap that i hate you. But whats the other reason ? Because of her ? Yes , sylvia left me wondering for quiet awhile , If i didnt like her anymore whats more should i hate her ? Correct ? I doubt myself that i dont like her . But i really dont ? My mind telling me that i dont like and yet my heart is like Dont listen to your mind ? Yes . Somebody just KILL me now .